I need every one of my followers to help me on this
After I attempted in December, my mom got me this small journal. She said I could do whatever with it. So I decided to fill it with quotes. But I only have a few pages. I want to complete it by the end of the year so I will ask often…. but could you do me a huge favor and message me some inspirational quotes or just nice ones or your favorite ones, basically anything lol, it would help me out a lot! I want to be able to go through this journal when I’m having a hard time, so it will help me out. Kind of part of my recovery =]
Sooo… please.. help me?
Like this if..
You want me to make daily posts on recovery tips and just general good tips to not be so triggered and what not! I’ll probably post more than one a day. And I will create a page just for them.
yay, suicidal thoughts are attacking me -_-
I’m starting to scare myself. My thoughts are taking over and they are horrible. My dreams are crazy and when i wake up I almost wish them to be true so I could just be gone already. I know if I cut, I’ll go too deep. I know if I go a whole day without eating, I won’t eat again. I know if I throw up more than twice a day, I won’t stop till I see blood. I know if I go outside I’ll jump in the pool, and I won’t go out. I know if I walk somewhere I’ll walk across the street, and I won’t make it to the other side. my own thoughts are freaking me the fuck out.
Can I just crawl in a hole and disappear? I don’t wanna do this anymore.
I need some new good songs to listen to, any suggestions?
- Friends : You just don't wanna eat?
- Me : No. I just want to see my bones.
For every note this gets I will push myself everyday to eat healthy and not binge.
I have been struggling with anorexia and bulimia for years. I want to get better, I do. But I need help, I need to be encouraged!
