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Hey you, the one with tears running down your cheaks with a smile on your face.

Pick yourself up off the ground and give yourself some credit. After all, you’re still breathing. You may not want to be, but you are. And I applaud you for that. Why? Because you’ve fought through the darkness and you’re still alive. That’s how it needs to stay. You are strong. Say it! “I am strong, and I can do this” Say it out loud, for everyone to hear. Let them know that you haven’t given up, that you aren’t going to give up. Remind yourself that you are strong. Sometimes, you have to be your own hero, and that’s okay. Because you know yourself best. You know your triggers, your fears, your dreams better than anyone else ever could. Use that to your advantage. Encourage yourself and do what makes you happy. Take silly chances, go outside just to breathe, walk by yourself in the dark and take in the beauty of the stars, listen to music you thought you’d never love, smile at strangers, do others simple favors, unexpectedly give someone something, tell someone you love them, dance like it’s the end of the world, wake up early and go for a run….. free yourself! You and only you have the power to change you life, to change your story, to be the person you’ve always wanted to be, to be happy! So what are you waiting for? Pick yourself up off the ground, wipe away your tears, scream as loud as you can that you are strong, and live. Set yourself free. Because you can. You’re stronger than you allow yourself to believe. So set yourself free.

  • Him : Are you okay?
  • Me : Am I ever okay?

Help me pick one of these for my essay!!!

  • Depression/Suicide
  • The media being so judgemental and how they make young girls idolize non healthy life styles which often lead to (eating disorders, self image problems, low self esteem, ect..)
  • or how electronics are going to eventually take over this fucking world lol

I don’t know which one I want to do so help me out?

So last night was a bad night. I let myself go and I almost ended it all. But guess what? I will still smile through the pain and tears. There is too much beauty in life, on this Earth, to just miss it all. I want to be a public speaker one day, awaring people about depression/cutting/suicide. I want to be an actress one day, and travel the world while shooting movies. I want to marry my true love and have beautiful children. I want to grow old and let the world see my artwork. I want to share my story. I want to be known in this world. I want to help others. I want to change lives. I want to be remembered! So even while I’m having a bad day, and everything gets to me….I will still smile. Not for me. Not for others. For the little bit of beauty left in this world!
I question it way too much…
You can get through this <3

Jade’s note card video

It still brings me to tears when I watch it, or sometimes just think about it. It’s not really the video…it’s the beautiful girl behind the fake smile. It’s that she actually killed herself, even though she tried asking for help. It’s so sad that she got bullied, to death. I hate knowing that this kind of stuff happens everyday! THIS is exactly why I do everything in my power to help people. I mean..just writing this is bringing me to tears because you don’t understand just how much I CARE!

Jade, if you are possibly looking down on me right now….know that I love you! Even though I don’t know you, at all. You have made me stronger.

I love making GIFs =]

I’m lost and broken inside. I may be smiling and looking my best, but I’m breaking inside. I feel so numb, like I’m already dead inside.

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These are just a few things I kept reading last night, they saved me. I hope this video saves someone else! I love you, stay strong!

(Source: iwasneverbroken)

To my inner monster…
I’ve cried myself to sleep, every night, for over 2 weeks. It’s still a secret.
I’m not strong enough
I really am fine!

People think I’m happy, but I am just getting better at lying. They think this beautiful smile is real, but they’d never know I’m dieing.